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i'm just a silly girl who loves drawing, photography and wasting her time on youtube.

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Stuff for Profile : Hearts_Center by Ennyri
humans:
flo - Let's Discuss This I'm Delicious by BloodiestRed
kyoko - RAD by BloodiestRed
nana - But She Got A Great Ass... by BloodiestRed
tenebris - Dominatrix by BloodiestRed
carmen - Darling Darling by BloodiestRed
rosemary - :thumb515485033:
achima - Achima by BloodiestRed
Stuff for Profile : Hearts_Center by Ennyri
horsies:
seiko - Seiko by BloodiestRed
achilles - Achilles by BloodiestRed
saphire - Saphire tack by BloodiestRed
streaker - Long Day - Streaker by BloodiestRed
alga - Long Day - Alga by BloodiestRed
post mortem - Post Mortem by BloodiestRed
trooper - Trooper by BloodiestRed

funeral

Journal Entry: Wed May 6, 2015, 4:30 AM

so a while ago i went to her funeral… and it’s the second most difficult thing i have ever done. when i had to go up and put a rose on the coffin i almost blacked out, but when i got up there all i could think about was how tiny the coffin was???? like she wasn’t a tiny woman???? she was tall, and she certainly wasn’t super skinny or anything.. THE COFFIN WAS SO TINY. and i feel so fucking strange because that was all i could think about?


don’t take your own life, you might think that no one cares, but GOD think about how many lives you’ve touched????? we weren’t that close, hell, i met her like 3-5 times a year??? BUT IT STILL HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH IT’S UNBELIEVABLE.

i still want to die, but i won’t take my own life, and that’s a fucking promise. 

sure, i don’t have many friends, no partner, no whatever else, but i’ve must touched at least a hundred lives in the years i’ve lived. 

so, while if i died it probably wouldn't ruin anyone’s life, i’m certain some people would still miss me, and that is enough.



  • Mood: Depressed

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gbones Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
Thanks for the fave! you have an interesting gallery of work. Do keep it up!
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BloodiestRed Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
Thanks a lot, and ditto! 
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SurviveBoth Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Pretty horses you draw :) thank you for the favorite.
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BloodiestRed Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015
Oh my goshh, thank you! And you're welcome, your art is amazing! :D (Big Grin) 
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SurviveBoth Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem!! and thanks =)) I hope to see more art from you in the future!
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BloodiestRed Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015
Ditto my friend! Love 
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Sassi18 Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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BloodiestRed Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015
omfg
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Sassi18 Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
WAT PART THO
IF U WATNT
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BloodiestRed Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015
I DONT KNOW SUGGEST ONE FOR ME, kan inte tänka hjälp
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