So I haven't been very active on here and that has a good reason.
First of all, there's too much pressure with school and all of it's aspects right now. Second, I haven't been feeling good lately at all. My depression and anxiety are becoming worse each day and I feel so fucking trapped. I manage to push everyone away, recently I made my best (and pretty much only) friend not want to talk to me anymore. This is ruining everything and I don't know how much longer I'll be able to go on with this. I distance myself from the people I love most because I'm so afraid of loosing them and getting hurt. On top of all that, my headache is getting worse too. I can't fucking do this anymore.